Sunday Jun 03, 2007

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I can't figure it out.......................?

It's funny how they always say you are on the "path to self destruction".
As if it's clearlymarked, there are no left turn only or no u turns allowed signs in life.

society would tell me I have everything I need, and I do, then why the confusion and wondering.
and who really know what is right or wrong.

I have this habit of buy things I think I want only to realize I don't. Then the struggle for the next great conquest begins. Maybe I'm just lonely, maybe I'm afraid to be alone ..or of myself.

I think I need a vacation from myself. I think maybe I need some time to figure out who I am.

I are scared of the future, sometimes I feel like the weight of my past Is drowning me.

Don't tell me what to do or who to be, let me stumble and fail. I can't keep these training wheels on forever. At some point you are going to have to watch me ride down the street and pray I don't fall and skin my knee.




Where the fuck did I put my how to live life handbook?
joker_:
I think that everyone is on the path to learning. Sometimes the lesson is repeated, some times not. As it is to what we're learning, and why, I have no idea at all. I guess we do have some choice with regards to which lessons stay with us, and which ones do not.
shy_violence:
uncertainty sucks, i have had a bit of it myself recently.

thanks for the drinks last night.

is sushi happening this week?

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