Why is it sometimes I hate everything I like. Every once and a while I get the urge to give up all my hobbies and move or something, I think it is my selfdestructive tendinces but who knows. I'm moving in to a new house and building a recording studio. I am excited about that but I am frustrated about almost everything else at on time or another.
On a side note as of yesterday I hvae not had a drop of alcohol in 1 year, is that a substantial accomplishment, I suppose so.
I need to allocate some time to sit and reflect on it.
This time last year I had no real job and was an overweight drunk driving around with no lisence, living in a flebag apartment
Now I have 2 jobs working 60 hours a week, live in a pretty nice house, have started another band am about 50lbs lighter than I was.
Does either life style make me super happy.....
Some small sick part of me miss being a drunken womanizing asshole... I'm not really sure why.
I am a better person today than I was this time last year
On a side note as of yesterday I hvae not had a drop of alcohol in 1 year, is that a substantial accomplishment, I suppose so.
I need to allocate some time to sit and reflect on it.
This time last year I had no real job and was an overweight drunk driving around with no lisence, living in a flebag apartment
Now I have 2 jobs working 60 hours a week, live in a pretty nice house, have started another band am about 50lbs lighter than I was.
Does either life style make me super happy.....
Some small sick part of me miss being a drunken womanizing asshole... I'm not really sure why.
I am a better person today than I was this time last year
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There's nothing stopping you, you can always go back to being a over-weight, impoverished, drunken, whoring, scumb-bag should life get too good for you and you feel you need a challenge.
But, give it another three years or so before you decide...
synth duo that sounds like some ripped off Faith era George Michael ballads. Let me get in on the remix. I'll just dance in the video. Way in the back shaking my junk.