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Monday Dec 09, 2002

Dec 9, 2002
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The winter months always bring me down - very difficult to stay focused on the positive. Loneliness and doubt always knocking at the door, winds of cruel intentions swirling around me, and the list of friends to hang out with seems to get shorter and shorter.

Maybe I'm just not getting enough sunlight so I start to go a bit stir crazy. Stuck in an office all day, and then come home late at night when the sun has already gone to bed. Perhaps I need to find a muse, or go hear a good band play - something to avoid reflecting on just myself.
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alistairmather:
i have always found a certain joy of life in the winter. the increased darkness offers so much more potential then the constrained reality of daylight. the cold makes me aware of every part of my body, sharpens my senses, and makes me feel more alive. snow coats the world and for a little while gilds the world and makes it a place of faerie tale beauty and wonder. the Unseelie hold sway over the courts and their sly mechinations encourage us to seek out compainionship around the warmth of a fire, or a coffee cup.
as for offices, i have found that after a certain amount of time, the institutional white and rounded corners of my office cause me to hallucinate and allow me to escape from the drab lifeless place to somewhere much more fulfilling in my head. muses are hard to find... but if you do find one would you be willing to share? too many stories and not enough time to tell them all.
Dec 10, 2002
thorn2:
As for being stuck in an office - I have to clarify: I've made it my own home, so I am surrounded by a good flowing chi (my partner and I made sure we designed the space keeping everything in compliance with Fung Shui).
I just don't like being inside all day - I need to get out and soak up the sun's rays like today. 68 degrees and not a cloud in the sky. Think I'll go for a walk......
Dec 11, 2002

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