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thorn2

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Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

Jun 18, 2003
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The pain is eating away at my mind and soul like a virous. In my life, when I feel this suffocating veil of darkness over my spirit I retreat. In the comfort of my walled defenses I hope to find some semblance of order.

I'm leaving SG. It's just too painful to look at beautiful women and have "pretend" interactions with them when in my own reality my heart has been once again ripped from the comfort of it's safe location and trampled with malicious intent.

I need to focus on the real world for awhile, and perhaps when I've gotten my life back on track I'll do this again. It was fun, met some GREAT people (SGSB crew!) and I wish you all much success and health.

Good Bye. blackeyed
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
mara1:
Noooo!
*beats you on the head*
Jun 19, 2003
kristi:
awww..I am so sorry about whats goin on...but believe me, i *totally* understand..take your time to figure things out, and I hope you come back to us! Good luck! kiss
Jun 23, 2003

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