thistle

I joined a gym. I'm really excited and I've told like everyone about it. I've gone twice since I joined on Saturday. Exercise makes me feel good. It not only does that whole brain chemistry blah blah blah endorphins thing, but also making myself do it forces me to think about how actually I'm worth time and effort. My emotional and physical health are worth spending time on. It's not a waste of money to do things that maintain my physical person. These are hard things to remember when you're prone to depression and self loathing.

Also, Fourth of July is my favorite holiday and it's this Friday.

Also, I feel like I'm growing as an employee and starting to sort of not hate my job. STRANGE.