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Welp.

Had a spat with the boy. Kind of a big one. He fucked with one of my main issues. And it really feels like he has been for a while now. So not sure how that's going. It honestly feels like a break up.

And oddly, I'm not torn up over it. Everything we've had was based on not lying to each other and he did. About a lot of things it seems. So I surrender to the feeling that despite the fact that I love him more and have for two years now, we're not ever going to be more than we are.


On the bright side, because of this, and the fact that he's going to the Papa Roach/Stone Sour concert tonight with another female, I set up a date with a boy I've liked since my junior year of high school .

Even made the first move and shit. Was a great feeling. And I'm kind of giddy as hell about it.

Also, dying my hair. Break up ritual lol.

Anyway that's me today.