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Whoo, after hours party at a local strip-club tonight. Cute boy I'm crazy about might go. Sounds like a win to me. He stayed the night with me the other night, and we didn't have sex! Score one for Miss Kourtni. We did make out a little bit but still. No clothes came off and we didn't have sex. I'm kind of proud of myself for that.

I was actually asked today why I would want to live without sex.
1) I'm tired of people wanting me just for sex.
2) I'm tired of everything revolving around sex.
3) I want a real relationship based on emotion, common interests, and genuinely liking them for who they are, not sex.
4) There's more to life than a good (or bad) lay. I'd like to focus on that for a while.


Some people are crazy, in my opinion. I was also asked why I post "sexy" pictures of myself if I consider myself celibate for the time being. My response "Liking the way I look and enjoying taking pictures of myself has nothing to do with sex. Why should I cease doing something I enjoy just because I've decided not to have sex for a while?"


Anyway. Thats my quick rant.
Wish me luck on sticking with this goal!
Love you all.
<3 Miss Kourtni