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Yay for Wednesday. This is honestly becoming one of my favorite days of the week. For no other reason than I'll wake up on Tuesday and say "Blegh, its only Tuesday" yet, the very next day rolls around and I wake up and say "Damn, it's already Wednesday!"
It's a good feeling, knowing the week is already half over, especially when its payday week.

Theory of a Deadman next Tuesday!! Can't wait to see them live. They're one of my favorite bands, so I hope they're up to snuff!! Also, my cutie photog will be there.

New developments in my life.... hmmm....

I've decided that I'm not longer having sex. At least not until I'm in a relationship again. I haven't been dating anyone since December, I felt that relationships were too messy and drama filled. Couldn't stand the thought of having my own problems and someone else's to deal with. Now I find myself missing the feeling of someone caring about me for more than just sex. Of having someone want to lay beside me, want to hear about how my day went, want to talk to me every day. I just find myself missing being loved, desired, and just all around cared about by someone that doesn't actually have too.

When I made the decision in December to go without relationships it was just for that reason; I knew that being tired of them would only last for a while, and I'd eventually want to be in them again, I just had to get away from them for a while.

I'm there again and I'm taking the sex factor out of the relationship search altogether.

Miss Kourtni is now celibate until further notice.