Tuesday Sep 06, 2005

0
I just got off the phone with my girl. God I miss her so much...

The issue I've been struggling with is ironing itself out, and close to a beneficial resolution. Or at least, a path to resolution. Which is good, as I don't want to fuck up what we have. She means the world to me, and I know I'm getting so edgy and anxious because she's not here for me to hold, and rely on. I'm trying so hard to help her through her recovery right now, that I'm having trouble hanging on myself. It won't be much longer, and I need to get some help from MY family and friends to prop me up mentally. She really is a treasure, she's not perfect by any means, but closer to it than I am.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
1kiss_of_life:
I'm not saying it is "him" the actor. I don't know who this phantom is. So he's not unattainable. He's out there. I just don't know him yet. I'll know him when ... when I know him. Get it. tongue There's a castle in Peoria IL. I think he lives in a dungeon in the castle. surreal So he exists ... I imagine. surreal Course if it is the actor, and I met him to find it was him ... well let's just say I'd not complain. heh.

And it's not crazy, it's passion. There's a difference. tongue
1kiss_of_life:
Oh and Sherlock. The clues on the page were "Embrace the silence" and "plum-blossom."

I have heard the language of apocalypse and now I shall embrace the silence. ~ Delirium, Going Inside

She decides to make a list of the things that make her happy. She writes 'plum-blossom' at the top of a piece of paper. Then she stares at the paper, unable to think of anything else. Eventually it begins to get dark. ~ Despair, 15 Portraits of Despair

See what I mean about the weird things that happen to me? I try to think of happy things, I draw a blank and the light goes out.

The profile pic was Tempus Frangit. A spaceship that attempted a hyperspace drive. Although it was representative of "time breaks" or "time shatters," the inscription on
Delirium's sundial.

[Edited on Sep 11, 2005 1:54AM]

More Blogs