thisiswhoweare

Just found out Shannon was drinking again last night. Went to her first AA meeting drunk. I wonder how common that is for first timers. Tonight is going to be hard. She's apparently hidden more bottles of alcohol around. I love her so much, but right now I'm just so incredibly pissed off at her I want to scream. She's fucking up the best thing that ever happened to me, and she's just getting worse by the day. I'll go to the Alanon meeting with her sister tomorrow, and after that I'll make my decision. It doesn't look good. I didn't sleep a second last night, just flipped around stressed and worried. It's already taking a toll on my health, and it looks lke it's only going to get worse.

God-fucking-DAMN it!