thisiswhoweare

Lately I have incredibly low expectations. Yet I'm still being disappointed. I really don't ask for much, I hardly ask for anything at all. I just want my car to keep working, I want to be able to pay my rent. Love seems beyond me anymore. I haven't talkeds to Kristen for more than 5-10 minutes for a week, and all her emails are one or two sentences. I don't know if she's made any progress in getting rid of that other guy, or she's going out with him... I don't want to bug her about it, but it's driving me nuts. I'm really doubting this is going to go my way.

I'm pessimistic and insecure from my ex-wife beating any semblance of self-confidence out of me over 7 years...

So glad she's doing well. She cheated on me, now I sleep alone, and she's moving to Texas with her new boyfriend. What's up with that?

That's it, I'm making myself a drink...