thisiswhoweare

Feast or famine seems to be the key phrase this week. So I'm all smitten with Kristen now, and it seems to be going pretty well. Slow, (which is good) but steady. I think it may lead to something serious if it stays on this course.

But then I get news about HER... The long distance boyfriend she got back together with earlier this year isn't giver Her what She needs (which I knew). SO She's flying up there to have a "shit or get off the pot" talks. So there's a fairly good chance when I take Her to see The Faint show in SF in a couple o weeks, She'll be single again. Do I want to even think about moving in there? Or give it time anyway. Kristen is so prominent in my mind that I haven't given it any attention, other than when a friend pointed it out to me. I've worked so hard to not think about Her in that way, I almost can't even if I tried. I'll probably just keep Her as my local concert buddy anyway, and concentrate on trying with Kristen.

Meanwhile, Madalyn, the girl I'd been trying to take out for 2 months, calls me Sunday to have coffee with her Monday night. I had almost given up on her, as she was always too busy for me, then all of a sudden she wants to go out. I owed it to myself to go out, and see what was there... She was cute as hell, and sweet, interesting, cool... But I kept thinking about Kristen, and was happy to pass that test. So I'm at that point where I'm not in any semblance of a commitment, but am voluntarily passing on other options because there's one girl I really want to see. That's both really cool, and really scary. I haven't had a "girlfriend" in what, 9 years? Nothing since the divorce two years ago at any rate. We'll see where it goes...