My father just sent me a little video of my Grandfather (taken this summer) who just passed away a few weeks ago. Only 5 MB or so, he was testing the video function of his digital camera on a visit to N.C. My neice and nephew were going to be going out there to see them a month after it was taken, and my Papa just recorded a little message for the kids (4 and 6) saying how much he was looking forward to seeing them, and how much he loved them. I just watched it about 50 times in row, loving listening to his velvet voice. I miss him so much I don't know what to do. I'm completely in tears right now. It's the only recording of his voice I have...
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It's a blessing that you have that small glimpse of him, like a precious jewel.
Go ahead and cry, it's good for you, then go forward with your life. Think of what your Grandfather would want you to do...
I'd say more, but I put my words someplace. It's not that I lost my words. But someplace? Someplace is around here somewhere. Well ... someplace was somewhere, yesterday.