Taking good news when it comes:
I got home from the store today and found 3 dead wasps in the trap I put up 2 weeks ago! Finally, I was starting to think it didn't work on the kind of wasps I had. Whatever takes their numbers down is good for me. Fuckin' wasps!
There's still lots of them around, but hopefully more will die...
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I got home from the store today and found 3 dead wasps in the trap I put up 2 weeks ago! Finally, I was starting to think it didn't work on the kind of wasps I had. Whatever takes their numbers down is good for me. Fuckin' wasps!
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guitargeek:
I'm known for killing wasps with my bare hands. Give me a good sturdy flyswatter and it's wasp armageddon...
squidbizkit:
wasps.
My trip to the range was just embarrassing. I was shooting next to a couple of cool guys in the military. One just got back from his THIRD tour in Iraq! He looked 10 years younger than me, and probably was. This dude was a goddammed eagle eye. Put everybody around to shame. I wasn't going to try any trick shots next to this guy....
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1kiss_of_life:
Thanks for the hug. Actually, it crossed my mind about those people. People who'd run onto a freeway to rescue something silly, like a turtle. 
Or run into traffic for a min pin. 
jeesh, those people are insane. Not us though. 
Ok, going out to get more stuff to send down. And here's a funny. I had my credit card out and put it somewhere. I can't find it. I never do that, seriously. Then I thought, some non-existant phantom has hidden my credit card. And why!?! So I can't overdo it!?! Well, that's crazy because I wouldn't do that!
Oh well, I'll write a check. I have a little $ there. Oh shiiiit. *looks for checkbook.* Ok, it's here.
Or run into traffic for a min pin. jeesh, those people are insane. Not us though.
Ok, going out to get more stuff to send down. And here's a funny. I had my credit card out and put it somewhere. I can't find it. I never do that, seriously. Then I thought, some non-existant phantom has hidden my credit card. And why!?! So I can't overdo it!?! Well, that's crazy because I wouldn't do that!
Oh well, I'll write a check. I have a little $ there. Oh shiiiit. *looks for checkbook.* Ok, it's here.
1kiss_of_life:
heh. I just went back to my page. I noticed what I had put so long ago as my occupation. Oh well, at least I know what I do.
Day 4 of 28 days.
I'll spare you the neurotic ramblings... I just need a hug. Tomorrow's Al-Anon meeting will help. I hope.
I'll spare you the neurotic ramblings... I just need a hug. Tomorrow's Al-Anon meeting will help. I hope.
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1kiss_of_life:
ok, hold on HUH? "Al-Anon meeting will help. I hope"
What? what does that mean? why are you thinking it won't help? you did before. what happened? and why?
and if you could hear me ^^^ talking, ^^^ that is me talking. just talking and not talking loudly. just so ya know.
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What? what does that mean? why are you thinking it won't help? you did before. what happened? and why?
and if you could hear me ^^^ talking, ^^^ that is me talking. just talking and not talking loudly. just so ya know.
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1kiss_of_life:
Yes. The meetings will help.
About worrying, nightmares. Issues and coping. And the past. Mixed into a relationship.
I have no words for that. Nuthin' Well, except to say that the way I handle it, is to not date. I stopped that a long time ago. Had to. Environmental hazards. I don't recommend my course of action though. See, it gives people insomnia, makes 'em ramble. And quote monty python. Weird. And it makes them delusional. About capes and stuff.
But I have to leave right now. To rescue a dog. YES I KNOW. I'm collecting dogs instead of dating. Well at least they ain't stooopid!!
And now I'm laughing. WHY? Well because. I'm rescuing a dachshund.
A WEINER.
i'm not lying.
About worrying, nightmares. Issues and coping. And the past. Mixed into a relationship.
I have no words for that. Nuthin' Well, except to say that the way I handle it, is to not date. I stopped that a long time ago. Had to. Environmental hazards. I don't recommend my course of action though. See, it gives people insomnia, makes 'em ramble. And quote monty python. Weird. And it makes them delusional. About capes and stuff.
But I have to leave right now. To rescue a dog. YES I KNOW. I'm collecting dogs instead of dating. Well at least they ain't stooopid!!
And now I'm laughing. WHY? Well because. I'm rescuing a dachshund.
A WEINER.
i'm not lying. In about an hour we take Shannon to Santa Cruz to be admitted for "rehab". Her inpatient stay that will hopefully help her stay on the sober path. She's already done with withdrawal, and is now 11 days sober. Wish her luck!
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1kiss_of_life:
and i still don't know what a sceam is.
Oh neverfuckingmind. The thread was zotted. dammit.
[Edited on Aug 28, 2005 6:02PM]
Oh neverfuckingmind. The thread was zotted. dammit.
[Edited on Aug 28, 2005 6:02PM]
1kiss_of_life:
Yeah, I remember talking about that. That was back in June. Just before I asked Dad about Terry. I'm glad I asked Dad to talk to him. Although, my hands are still shaking from typing it.
And on a lighter note ... to be honest. When I read it again, although it made me cry, I could hear Forrest narrating. Forrest. Forrest Gump. Yes. I know. I know. I am just shaking my head too.
And on a lighter note ... to be honest.
When I read it again, although it made me cry, I could hear Forrest narrating. Forrest. Forrest Gump. Yes. I know. I know. I am just shaking my head too.The Al-Anon meeting was a great help. I definately plan to make that a weekly event for the forseeable future. Both to learn how to help my girl, and to keep myself from going nuts with my own issues. I have a whole new appreciation for those who have gotten clean and sober after years of addiction. Shannon comes home from Tahoe on Friday to...
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1kiss_of_life:
Or ya know, I could just leave the basement as I originally designed it ... you know, more like a dungeon. I didn't take a picture of everything. I thought it might scare you.
Yes, I am that damned funny.
1kiss_of_life:
Dude, it's just a gun and a basement. Jeesh.
I was thinking of quitting my day job though. um, oh nevermind.
You are just jealous because you have a little gun. So there.
I was thinking of quitting my day job though. um, oh nevermind.
You are just jealous because you have a little gun. So there.
Just found out Shannon was drinking again last night. Went to her first AA meeting drunk. I wonder how common that is for first timers. Tonight is going to be hard. She's apparently hidden more bottles of alcohol around. I love her so much, but right now I'm just so incredibly pissed off at her I want to scream. She's fucking up the best thing...
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1kiss_of_life:
I'm sorry S. I don't know how common that is. The meeting tomorrow I'm sure will help you out some. *sigh* I have nuthin'.
Krull, I have the Krull Special Edition DVD. That's about as good as it gets.
I'm sorry S. I don't know how common that is. The meeting tomorrow I'm sure will help you out some. *sigh* I have nuthin'.
Krull, I have the Krull Special Edition DVD. That's about as good as it gets.
I just finished "Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince", and I'm pissed. I won't go into detail for those of you who don't want any spoilers, but I'm just PISSED.
Hey JK Rowling! Hurry the hell up and write the next book so I can know for sure that my theory is correct, and what happened didn't really happen!
Oh.... denial, sweet denial. Where...
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Hey JK Rowling! Hurry the hell up and write the next book so I can know for sure that my theory is correct, and what happened didn't really happen!
Oh.... denial, sweet denial. Where...
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1kiss_of_life:
hey what is this about kilt action? Have you been looking at pictures of my man again? Yes ... he's very sexy in a kilt. very.
So I'm here to say the hair is dark but not black, it's like a dark red ... and brown. Omg ... is that thing loaded. Back away.
*covers eyes and runs away*
*bouncing off walls*
*falls down steps*
You missed.
bastard.
So I'm here to say the hair is dark but not black, it's like a dark red ... and brown. Omg ... is that thing loaded. Back away.
*covers eyes and runs away*
*bouncing off walls*
*falls down steps*
You missed.
bastard.
1kiss_of_life:
Oh don't worry mister. I'll be seein' you.
Ok, I don't know exactly when but I really do plan to travel west when I get this house sold and stuff. Still though .... be afraid.
Ok, I don't know exactly when but I really do plan to travel west when I get this house sold and stuff. Still though .... be afraid.
Begin random ranting...
If they can get over 300 people off a crashed plane in 90 seconds, why does it take a half hour to get all those fat asses off every intact plane I'm on? I'm sure the FIRE and imminent explosion is a good incentive. Next time I'm on a plane waiting for some dipshit attempt to get his garment bag out of...
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If they can get over 300 people off a crashed plane in 90 seconds, why does it take a half hour to get all those fat asses off every intact plane I'm on? I'm sure the FIRE and imminent explosion is a good incentive. Next time I'm on a plane waiting for some dipshit attempt to get his garment bag out of...
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1kiss_of_life:
I knew you were jealous. Knew it the whole time. 
1kiss_of_life:
Did you see the movie "Sweet Home Alabama" with Reese Witherspoon? If so, is that the southern accent you are talking about? Just wondering.
I'm going with Shannon to her appointment/meeting this afternoon. Hopefully I'll learn some skills of how to help other that monitoring her like a hawk.
Then tomorrow morning we leave for OC to see Flogging Molly and The Vandals play in Costa Mesa. Should be a low stress weekend, and I get to see my sister's kids. That always cheers me up. Them too...
Then tomorrow morning we leave for OC to see Flogging Molly and The Vandals play in Costa Mesa. Should be a low stress weekend, and I get to see my sister's kids. That always cheers me up. Them too...
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1kiss_of_life:
Man, I meant to go over some good words to teach them. I'm sure you'll figure out something though.
p.s. don't fall down in the bathroom and bash your face this time. hahaha.
I'm sure you'll figure out something though.
p.s. don't fall down in the bathroom and bash your face this time. hahaha.
1kiss_of_life:
http://suicidegirls.com/news/culture/10541/
I think you should tell them. You know ... about coconuts.
I think you should tell them. You know ... about coconuts.
Alcoholism is a fucking evil disease. This is going to be a very long, very tough road. I don't have the tools, experience or skills to help. Just the love and desire. I hope it's enough.
All the little crap I'd otherwise write about seems pointless to post...
All the little crap I'd otherwise write about seems pointless to post...
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1kiss_of_life:
*runs in the room*
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Sex+Talk/77427/page1/#post3745774#post3745774
*runs away firmly holding goggles in place*
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Sex+Talk/77427/page1/#post3745774#post3745774
*runs away firmly holding goggles in place*
1kiss_of_life:
*sneaks in room* ok, it's dark, candles are out, I'm safe so .... BWAHAH ... hey 
what? Ouch? OUCH! Buuuurn! But it's dark ... how did you do that? and a split stream. dammit.
*stumbles out of apt. Both eyes burning*
I'm blind, I'm blind
*falls down stairs*
Right, I'll do you for that! Come here! I'm invinsible. Come on ya pansy.
what? Ouch? OUCH! Buuuurn! But it's dark ... how did you do that? and a split stream. dammit.
*stumbles out of apt. Both eyes burning*
I'm blind, I'm blind
*falls down stairs*
Right, I'll do you for that! Come here! I'm invinsible. Come on ya pansy.
Nice... just updated, and press the wrong button. I didn't know my keyboard HAD a "back" button.
Too stressed to write it again right now...
Too stressed to write it again right now...
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1kiss_of_life:
I bet you aren't typing at all. You are just teasing. Teaser. Well, I've wanted to do something like this for a while. So. I. did. now. 
Are these the only ones that move? Cause I like 'em!
now. Are these the only ones that move? Cause I like 'em!
1kiss_of_life:
Duuuuude!
My Mom is the sweetest woman in the world. She's been through so much shit in the past few years. Breast cancer (beat it!), too many deaths to count... Including both of her parents in the past 6 months. But she always bounces back, and and tries to be the glue for everybody else. I look at some families today and thank my lucky stars...
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