so its been some time since ive been on here, but things have gotten kinda shitty im finally selling my moms house which i spent the last 12 years of my life in. i start school in aug and im not sure how thats gonna go but i hope i like it. im still attracted to assholes who just deside after being with me for 2 months to just peace out. but i started hanging out with some old friends again which is something i think i needed. so im hopeing things get better and a little easier but that never seems to happen. 
things aren't goin my way either, but, oh well, that's life.
Oh yeah, assholes never last long, but nice guys like to stay