thisisallwrong

Got postcards from my former selves saying: "How've you been?"


i had a crazy week vaycay in mich, visiting family and friends. spent too much money, drank too much, saw too many people that i've missed too much, fixed my car, and got my mommy back where she should be. it was good and bad all at the same time. i miss the home i used to have, the people that i spent a lifetime with. i've been back for a day and i'm already going crazy with boredom. it's way too chillaxed here. oh well i suppose, i'll go back in a month or two for another visit.... at least i hit up new york/ conneticut in the spring. till then i guess i can just drink myself to oblivion, it is what i do best. i'm my worst enemy, or my mind is, or my boredom is... hahaha . i'm a sucker for chaos.

i know i'm young, but if i had to choose between her and the sun, i'd be one nocturnal son of a gun.

color me a fool