thisisallwrong

revise your work
revise your eyes
a controversial thought
revolutionized

beauty deep as the apple of your eye
beauty deep as the chill down your spine
never seen when you look through
not at

dreams of butterflies
gorgeous long after last breathe
a glimpse of eternity
realized

bewitching with you teeth that shine
repulsive as soon as you find
that we are nothing in this...
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the show was great last night. delusions of faith( love all those kids) did an amazing job as usual. gods weapon was fun, and i got to rock onstage. and a perfect failure was awesome. the was a pit, and wayner even crowd surfed. came home to play the drink drank drunk game. it was a good night all in all. and i think i...
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ha so i'm playing at the elbow room tomorry night. i'm subbing for a bass player, last minute, go figure.





more comments please . .. . .. ?

( sick) emo to boot but fuck it. . .


saunders avenue

give me your hand
and you can pull me up
from drowning in these sorrows
and when i'm safely looking
down the barrel of a gun
i can make you scream
three words of passion
(not ever again)

with this knife in hand
i can make your throat
pour out compassion
until your...
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and who would've thought bleeding tears was quite so beautiful?
when you see this piece of flesh quite so pitiful?
how can i stand before you and say that i'm a man,
when my life slips through the hourglass, like a grain of sand?

these thougths of perfection, dance inside my head, but i know that beauty is in death.

and how many days can...
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pratice tying knots into your ribbon
the magnetic thought of repetition
now and again i clean up this mess
a simple task with dull completion

and now as bottles clutter my room
i can't help but pretend
that the red on the carpet
was another useless death

wasted time, a wasted life
the smoke stings my eyes
with a glimpse of color in black and...
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