thisisalladream

'If you were here
Baby we'd increase the dose
There was no fear in my room
When we got close
Call me anytime
You've got a ghost
And you're the only person in the world
I feel that way about
And if you move off to the side
I'll get swept back out'

lately i have been stuck on this one particular song, when i lay my head on the pillow i slide the headphones on and listen to this intently. as soon as it is finished i press repeat. over and over again. it reminds me of the first night and of the last one as well. they replay themselves on movie screens behind my eyelids. i can see the colors, the image of your face, oh so well. this is perhaps the very first time i have been able to close my eyes and picture someone's face so clearly and honestly, that little fact sets my teeth on edge.

frankly, it scares the shit out of me...