thisisalladream

*sigh*

i will never for the life of me understand why people won't make the effort to get in touch with each other or why they wait so long to do so. isn't this "information age" suppose to make it easier and faster to stay in contact with one another?

yet all i ever seem to get is broken conversations, no emails, no ringing telephone, and nothing but silence. all of which drive my batty.

i guess this all sounds slightly (or more so) pathetic or perhaps you're scoffing and saying, "why don't you get in touch with them weirdo!"

true, true

but i often feel that i am the one trying to keep in contact with other people, attempting to retie fraying lines or re-tape the broken bits and pieces to no avail. i am sick of trying, plain and simple.

i've sent the emails, called here and there, and tried to remain in correspondence with this person and that but i get little headway. i'm just tired of waiting for you to call, to make plans, to fucking write me back.

okay, definitely sounding more pathetic there, at least that last bit.

perhaps i give others too much credit, have a little too much faith in someone else. i guess we are all just too self centered to give a damn about anyone else. i think i should start realizing this, i think i should start giving up...