well, well, well....
i am back in PA and finally have something loosely called "internet" although for being as slow as it is i call it "bastard."
the move went okay, i suppose, but i am a bit down lately. it's not the same here. i miss my cats, my friends, certain streets, having money, among other things. all in all being "home" is pretty shitty.
i'm not too sure if i did the right thing. perhaps i was a bit rash in my decision making...
i thought there were people here i missed and would reconnect with, which doesn't seem the case. i haven't heard from anyone except my best friend who resides in Philly. not a single person has checked in with me, asked me out, or anything. this fact is both painful and heartache-inducing.
chin up my dear.
i am trying.
my heart hurts though, as does my head.
why do i do this to myself......
my fears are overwhelming and spill out under my breath in the middle of the night, good thing i have no one sleeping next to me these days or i might keep them awake...
buckyverano:
So why did you move in the first place again? Sounds like this move was not quite as beneficial as you were hoping, THAT SUX. I hope things get better and it was great to hear an update from you. Take care. 