thisisalladream

*goodness*

there are simply to many things floating through this head of mine that it makes it difficult to see straight, let alone think in that manner.

i make a point of not dodging issues or hiding with my head under the covers to simply look the other way when a situation gets difficult. i would rather meet it in some sort of head on fashion, so to speak.

yes, it rocks the boat. yes, it gets me called a plethora of unpleasant names and related images, but i can't help it. maybe not, "can't help it" as that implies i have no power over it, as much as, "refuse to ignore it"

perhaps it makes me a sucker, hard headed, difficult, or any number of synonyms you could create with the preceding words. i would most likely agree with you. perhaps even come up with a few adjectives of my own.

i know, i know.

unfortunately this behavior flows through my veins in hot pulses, it's imbedded in this head of mine. as much as i would prefer to ignore it and have things a bit easier, i know that deep down my heart would be making it's long way up to my head in an attempt to chomp and gobble it up in a pac-man like fashion.

a flaw, sure i guess you can see it that way, but it certainly makes my shoulders a great deal lighter.

for whatever it's worth.....