combine an increasing amount of stress, trying to remain busy, and pulled heart strings and you end up with one very confused girl with a jutted out bottom lip.
i suppose i'm pouting, considering the fact that my lip usually doesn't remain in this position for very long, at least not lately.
i've been avoiding a plethora of people lately for varying reasons. mostly having...
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i am currently stuck in the middle of things becoming clearer, yet things not making sense, still a little fuzzy on the edges i suppose.
i have had one of the best weekends i have had in ages and i'm not quite sure how to deal with that, other than just roll with it. i now know exactly where it is i need to be,...
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i have had one of the best weekends i have had in ages and i'm not quite sure how to deal with that, other than just roll with it. i now know exactly where it is i need to be,...
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padre:
I'm glad you're enjoying it for the most part... And yet I have no idea what you're talking about 
"Called long distance, from way up north
He said girl, you know I think we're so close
I think were gonna make it, when I come back home
I'll hold your hand, look in your eyes, say little girl, it's gonna be alright"
*goodness*
another fantastic but abbreviated conversation with someone who gives me butterflies in my stomach. a truly lovely way to spend my...
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He said girl, you know I think we're so close
I think were gonna make it, when I come back home
I'll hold your hand, look in your eyes, say little girl, it's gonna be alright"
*goodness*
another fantastic but abbreviated conversation with someone who gives me butterflies in my stomach. a truly lovely way to spend my...
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katiecoffin:
ahh thats really sweet! 
wexsingxsin:
I might be leaving SG for a while thought you should know.
"can't believe my hearts still pounding, can't believe how close i came. and meanwhile heavens falling..."
i must admit that i am truly smitten over a phone conversation, a hurried manner of speaking, honest moments under hushed breath, and most surprisingly, a like for all things Degrassi.
my *oh* my. head over heels i tell you, head over heels.
wexsingxsin:
meep! blushes and hides behind a giant singing Nemo
padre:
Sounds pretty awesome...
i have a job interview at 3pm today for which i am terribly nervous to go to. i really need to get a job, any job, even *this* job.
i really want the librarian job but i'm not sure if it's as glamourous in real life as it is in my head. most likely not, i'm sure.
i do, however, have a fabulous interview outfit...
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wexsingxsin:
Good luck with the interview, meep! I want to be a librarian, and I am amost sure I have it all hyped up to be something adorable and amazing.
perilouspup:
Hope all goes well. IMHO, there are a few libraries nearby and some I wouldn't be caught dead working in, others I think might actually be fun....
I loved the movie Secretary.
I loved the movie Secretary.
she wears a sorrow her beauty can't hide
i pray she sheds it and sleeps the whole night
she wakes when she dreams
she sleeps when she wakes
now sleep my sweet girl
and dream of better day
there are moments when i just can't put anything going through my head into words, lately i've been feeling just that way. for the most part anyway....
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i pray she sheds it and sleeps the whole night
she wakes when she dreams
she sleeps when she wakes
now sleep my sweet girl
and dream of better day
there are moments when i just can't put anything going through my head into words, lately i've been feeling just that way. for the most part anyway....
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wexsingxsin:
your way to amazing
wexsingxsin:
I am going to be on aim for a bit if you want to chat, it helps me get through work
"Tragedy blows through your life like a tornado, uprooting everything, creating chaos. You wait for the dust to settle, and then you choose. You can live in the wreckage and pretend it's still the mansion you remember. Or you can crawl from the rubble and slowly rebuild. Because after disaster strikes, the important thing is that you move on. But if you're like me, you...
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katiecoffin:
you are very pretty!
wexsingxsin:
Omg you win snorty laughes make me melt
snorty laughes make me melt warning: this will be yet another sad bastard post, please be advised...
i've always been the one not to ask for help, to solve any and ever problem i got myself into by my own and probably other's problems as well. i've tried to be a self sufficient and self reliant as i could. not wanting to be some one else's burden.
i can do...
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i've always been the one not to ask for help, to solve any and ever problem i got myself into by my own and probably other's problems as well. i've tried to be a self sufficient and self reliant as i could. not wanting to be some one else's burden.
i can do...
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i think it might be a part of the human condition to constantly think that there is something wrong with you own person. although this could also just be me making an attempt to quiet my mind and make me feel slightly better.
i've been having these days more often than not.
i feel bumbling, unsure of my life, and numb. the last one is...
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wexsingxsin:
I wish i was as cute as u
perilouspup:
What do you want to be doing? (And I know with some people, it can be more of a matter of "who". 
)
)*sigh*
i will never for the life of me understand why people won't make the effort to get in touch with each other or why they wait so long to do so. isn't this "information age" suppose to make it easier and faster to stay in contact with one another?
yet all i ever seem to get is broken conversations, no emails, no ringing telephone,...
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cage_e:
true dat! true dat!
perilouspup:
I recently got an email from someone I kind of gave up on a couple of years ago after a long time of being "the communicator". It's sitting in my inbox waiting for a response, but I don't know... maybe it should sit a while so this person understands how it feels (or it will likely fly overhead). It's a generosity thing, it's graciousness thing, it's a consideration thing.
Some people have it, some people do not.
Some people have it, some people do not.
damn it.
damn it.
damn it.
damn it.
and damn it all to hell.
i just wish i knew what was going to happen next, to be prepared, to see it coming, i hate not knowing.
i just don't want to be the one left behind......
well, well, well....
i am back in PA and finally have something loosely called "internet" although for being as slow as it is i call it "bastard."
the move went okay, i suppose, but i am a bit down lately. it's not the same here. i miss my cats, my friends, certain streets, having money, among other things. all in all being "home" is pretty...
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buckyverano:
So why did you move in the first place again? Sounds like this move was not quite as beneficial as you were hoping, THAT SUX. I hope things get better and it was great to hear an update from you. Take care.
But can we be the people in the video?