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thirteenpumpkins

Coventry UK - now Chicago

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Thursday Oct 20, 2005

Oct 20, 2005
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I feel the need to vent, I dont know why, but I think its time to let off a little steam.

I just want to say that I am not perfect, and I have never made myself out to be, or suggested it. One thing I DO NOT do though is betray someones trust.

Being accused of something I am totally not guilty of is a sad state of affairs. If it were true, I would hold my head up and take it on the chin, but when I know the truth, and other 'individuals' are pointing a finger of blame, all I can say is there better be some hard and fast facts to back it up. When nothing, other than some other 'individuals' testaments are given, not only do you hurt me my your falsities, but you also make yourself look no better than the imaginary guilt soaked scapegoat visage that you try and cast upon me.

Mighty are the warriors who sit behind computer monitors tapping away on their keyboards to there legions of 'friends', slandering, beguiling and crushing whomever their whim picks for them on that particular day.

Life is such a rich and varied tapestry, that I don't really understand why such small aggravations even merit the written word, I guess its because truths recently came to light that I already had an inkling of, and I did laugh quietly to myself...

When I see read or hear of the problems around the world and hardships, real heardships that people have to face, I consider myself in some way blessed by whatever is out there, and also understand that so many people are too wrapped up in their electric world, a world illuminated by the falsely alluring glow from a flat screen. We can be whoever we want to be behind it, but who is the real you?

I have used my own words, learn from the past, as it is the only way forward, I am stronger now, and so much wiser...

...and for that I am thankful.

Hoagy - October 2005
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
cochar:
I'm sorry shit is bad for you. I hope it all works out for you. kiss
Oct 23, 2005
anita:
really like your =mask= ..........
u r completly crazy
like u
kisses anita
Oct 24, 2005

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