DEPRESSION!....
I've recently found myself in the habit of staying up WAY TOO LATE for no real reason, watching romance movies and crying at each and every ending. Lame, I know, but it's what I enjoy doing..???
People always complain about being depressed, but I think that I actually enjoy being sad. I probably need help or something. Is it wrong to like being sad? I don't know. I'm pretty sure I have a real problem emotionally. I used to cut myself, but I haven't for almost a month now. I always look back on sad memories and almost miss them. I can't tell you how many times I've relived all the hard times I went through when my grandparents died. Yes, I loved them so much, but I think I was just reliving those memories because they were sad.
Bottom line: One of my favorite things to do is listening to a very sad song while sitting in the dark by myself and cry. Wow, emo, I know. Does any else feel this way about being sad?!?!?!?!
~Think In Analog
I've recently found myself in the habit of staying up WAY TOO LATE for no real reason, watching romance movies and crying at each and every ending. Lame, I know, but it's what I enjoy doing..???
People always complain about being depressed, but I think that I actually enjoy being sad. I probably need help or something. Is it wrong to like being sad? I don't know. I'm pretty sure I have a real problem emotionally. I used to cut myself, but I haven't for almost a month now. I always look back on sad memories and almost miss them. I can't tell you how many times I've relived all the hard times I went through when my grandparents died. Yes, I loved them so much, but I think I was just reliving those memories because they were sad.
Bottom line: One of my favorite things to do is listening to a very sad song while sitting in the dark by myself and cry. Wow, emo, I know. Does any else feel this way about being sad?!?!?!?!
~Think In Analog
lilred88:
sweetness!