thickerthanwater

Its like 330am and i'm sure that you couldn't possibly imagine the mischievous events of this fine eve. So, in order to refrain from offending anyone, we'll just leave it at that.
**pause**...sorry, had to replace my flatmate's crappy R Kelly CD with something that I can actually listen to...Modest Mouse is most appropriate.

*******Confessions*******
--I had a can of spaghetti-O's for dinner tonight, yeah I know...very healthy, and it brought back some childhood memories...I had forgotten the depths of their deliciousness.
--My straight-edge willpower shit the bed as well...I had a few beers with my flatmate in celebration of his safe return home from the sandboxes of the Middle East. Sometimes it is necessary for exceptions to be made...or at least thats what i'll keep telling myself.
--I watched the British film, "Love Actually" in the wee hours of the morn yesterday, and really enjoyed it. I'm so sappy.
--I'm still seriously considering having the Gothic cross with wings that I drew inked on the back of my neck. Yes, I do fully realize that it may be detrimental to gaining future employment in the corporate world again if I, for some reason or another, decide to return...though, probably not...but thats just what i'm saying right now.
--Its been a while since i last wore black eyeliner.
--My current sentence lingers on & i'm not fully enjoying myself. Its actually beginning to feel like work & I thought that this was going to be exciting.
--I joined the SuicideBoys group yesterday which will force me to do some actual photo sets with artisitic integrity as well as, perhaps, providing some aesthetic entertainment. Should I really get naked?...not that I have any reservations as I'm perfectly comfortable with my sexuality.
--I really need to take a holiday and visit my little bro in SanFran since i just realized that i haven't seen him in more than a year.
--As summer approaches, i'm already beginning to miss Western New York mountain bike racing.
--I need to replace the strings on my acoustic guitar again.
--I should probably start going to church more often.
--I am going to name my first born son, Sebastian & Selene for a girl...hypothetically speaking of course...no i don't have any kids.
--I really need to finish building these new canvases and start painting again.
--I also need to dust off my camera and start taking more photographs of myself in addition to everything around me. My "movement in still life" is seriously lacking pages from this past year...but through noone's fault but my own.
--The song "Float On" really f*cking rocks...just felt as though i needed to add that.
--I need to become more social again and stop being so reclusive.
--"Where is my mind?" is still my jukebox anthem when i'm at the Pink.
--I'm making less money than I ever have in my life and somehow i'm able to save more than ever. Income really does dictate lifestyle pleasures.
--I'm finally getting over the depressions of missing my first snowboard season...but thats what happens when you move to a place where there are no mountains.
--Most probable tattoos after I return from the field...my nickname tattooed on my lower back, in large scale of course & a Hokusai falling Samurai with sword drawn followed by hundreds of arrows on my ribcage...well, maybe not quite hundreds.
--I need to shave my arms & legs in the morning.
--God, i really miss my dirtbike...

So much for 3am confessions...