thickerthanwater

Sunday goes round & round & comes back again. One week before my departure back to NY and i'm already packing my shite...can you blame me? Driving to Baltimore on Friday, then flying to Chicago to pick up my car, followed by a drive from Chicago to NY to be with friends & family, then in January driving from NY back to NC...and all over a period of 17 days...sounds eventful, eh?

Still downloading music & listening to The White Stripes...this song just rocks. "and i had to have this talk with you, my happiness depends on you & whatever you decide to do, Jolene."

so anyway, my attention quickly returns back to NY and my vacation...ah, hitting the slopes on my board certainly eases my mind.

I think that i'm going to see a movie now...i've suddenly been inspired...."well, nothing i come up with seems to work, it feels like eveything i say is a lie; never have i felt like such a jerk, i'm afraid to even open my eyes; because i really don't want her to judge me, i want her to really know who i am, and then & only then will she love me, well at least that was the plan, if every boy need a holiday, if every girl needed someone to hold, i just hope i don't act the same way, by the time that i get that old..."