this is my first post and im not really sure what to say or how i feel about doing this but...well what are you going to do. its strange how little can be expressed about onesself in those little profile things, i thought before i tried that i could accurately capture myself but seeing wht ive written it seems rediculous now. anyway down to the journally part, events have conspired to leave me in college in my third year and not really familiar with anyone that is still in this city. im down to the task of trying to meet new people and that is fucking unpleasant at best. tis so much easier to simply be solitary and relatively happy then to attempt to meet people. feels like id be selling myself out to go against my nature or at least what i am confortable with and go about trying to meet new people. or rather i know jsut what i should do and it not what is easiest so i have to whine about it too much
