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sometimes i sit back and think about how my life would be different if i didn't make certain decisions. i wonder what my life would have been like if i never left PA.

i was in a relationship and working as a purchasing agent for a construction company in central PA. things weren't bad, but it was still just my first real job. as for...
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i go through my spells. most like people, i understand the ebb and the flow of life. mine, whether by a subconscious self influence or just dumb luck, seems to always be extremes.

i am standing on a stage speaking to 500 people, doing an "art show" that for some reason usually makes it to the local social magazine, feeling like the most charming motherfucker...
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iggy:
I think what you described above with the whole stark dichotomy of feeling accepted and good and then feeling cast aside is the essence of what every creative person feels. I feel that in spades and it is only exacerbated by my bipolar. 
iggy:
Also, grow the yeard. Do it.
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the next two months are the most exhausting of my year. socially, mentally, emotionally, physically. my charity kicked off a little over a week ago. Beards BeCAUSE has commenced its 8th growing season.

i went clean shaven and will put down the razor until the second weekend in november to raise money for the local battered women's shelter and awareness of domestic violence. it is...
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I am pretty much getting the feeling that all my notifications at this point are just going to be either SG or hopefuls scrolling through the comments on their sets in review and clicking the heart. The crux if that is that would have to scroll through thousands of comments to find mine to remember what I wrote.

totem:
I'm getting a lot of heart notifications too!
theyerg:
@totem, i am sort of quiet on here other than set comments, so it is weird to always have notifications now.
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I am a good friend... I am told. kind, compassionate, understanding, and a good listener. when my friends have problems, they open up to me. friends with marital problems, family with marital problems, friends with health issues.

I am a single guy. I pretty much have been for the last thirteen years. a consummate bachelor of sorts. with that I have had periodic friends with...
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Next month, I will be strapping on the four inch pumps yet again and walking a mile to raise money for the Charlotte battered women's shelter and awareness of domestic violence. If any of you care to donate to support the CAUSE, you can go here...

theyerg:
http://www.safeallianceevents.org/participant/93725/
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at this point, honestly, I have no idea. my life has honestly lead me to a place where I will be be single forever.

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another crazy week or so. started the new job last week. I feel like this will be the first time that I have ever been truly challenged in a "career." if I am successful, it will be VERY good to me. hope and tension at the same time.

at the same time, I finished two skateboards for the let the good times roll show at...
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tomorrow, i am participating in yet another high heeled race for charity. how do i get myself into these situations. if anyone reads this and cares to donate, here is the link....

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/2014-queen-city-drag-race-donations-tickets-11543162911

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so, i went out with this woman a number of years ago. we will call it five to be safe. she was great. younger, lively, funny, and cute as fuck. for some reason or another, it just never came to fruition. after four dates, she bailed. minor heartbreak, but i got over it.

i would run into her from time to time around town because...
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