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sometimes i sit back and think about how my life would be different if i didn't make certain decisions. i wonder what my life would have been like if i never left PA.

i was in a relationship and working as a purchasing agent for a construction company in central PA. things weren't bad, but it was still just my first real job. as for...
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sometimes...

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i go through my spells. most like people, i understand the ebb and the flow of life. mine, whether by a subconscious self influence or just dumb luck, seems to always be extremes.

i am standing on a stage speaking to 500 people, doing an "art show" that for some reason usually makes it to the local social magazine, feeling like the most charming motherfucker...
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iggy:
I think what you described above with the whole stark dichotomy of feeling accepted and good and then feeling cast aside is the essence of what every creative person feels. I feel that in spades and it is only exacerbated by my bipolar. 
iggy:
Also, grow the yeard. Do it.
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