theybeatasone

I saw Aaron last night.
Big mistake.




I listened to my heart and not my head and all it got me was heartache.



well, I'm listening to my heart again.
I'm putting away 200 out of every paycheck.
I'm saving up
and I'm moving to kentucky and I mean it this time.
Even if I move alone.
I have a job I can transfer with.
I can afford rent out there.
I'm doing it.

I was so happy for an hour last night.
Happier than I've been in MONTHS.
I'm happy around him.
I'm moving and hanging out all the time.
I know nothing will ever become of us.
He'll never settle.
That's fine.
I just want to be around him.
I want to be happy.
I don't want to be in pain anymore.