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I can't sleep.
I'm bored.
I work with Shannon now.
It's so easy.
I've actually had a good time with her the past two days.
It seems like she's changed a lot now that she fell in love and he's finally coming to the states.
I'm happy for her.
She hit a parked car tonight.
The owner was walking out to it so we couldn't drive off.
He couldn't speak english.
Dumbass called the cops.
It was hysterical.
I think shit might be fucked up with Graham again.
That breaks my heart.
I hope we can get together before I move and talk shit out face to face.
I have so much I want to say to him.
I told him today and he tried to talk about it online.
I said no.
Then he tried to call me to talk about it.
I said no.
I need to say it face to face.
He already knows everything I'm going to say.
I just want to face my fear of saying it and doing it face to face.

















I love him.