theybeatasone

Thanks doode.

The last 8 months of my life seem like a joke now.

I've never felt like such an idiot for falling so hard and believing things.

Fuck you and your empty promises.

I'm dying. It's offical.

And no one will take me to the ER.

What an amazing family I have and what awesome friends too.

FUCK THAT.

BOOOO to everyone that said i could stay with them and then flaked out which results in me sleeping in my car. god i love "friends"

stripping tonight. not stoked.

the end.

i'm homeless. WORD!

I'm moving to fucking Kentucky this summer.

WHAT THE FUCK EMMA?!?!?!

I can't stop smiling when I think about it.

amazing boy: so when the hell edo you move so i can see u




I love being in love. Not being 3000 miles away will be the most amazing thing ever.

I got a job! Life is starting to look up.

I almost called him last night but then I realized it was a lost cause.

It hurts to breathe again.

It's like the end of October/November all over again and this time I don't know what I can do to stop it.

<|3

Life is shit.

Things went sour with Aaron.

I lost my job.

My dog got run over.

My cat, who is my best friend, ran away.

I want to run away from all this shit and start over, or have my memory erased or something.

Life is a bum out.

This weekend was amazing. I spent it with Aaron Patrick from Ohio, at his apartment in Kentucky. I can't remember the last time I was THIS happy.

Leaving him today was so hard. I cried. I haven't missed someone this much in so long. I hope he feels the same.

That's all.

So I'm pretty screwed.

Raychul moved out and although I adore having my own room, I can't afford to pay 700 bucks a month, plus bills, plus gas, plus food. I NEED to get a second job now ON TOP of my shitty job. I can't just find a job I like better that I could make the 350 on. This is ridiculous.

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