theybeatasone

I need to find a new job.
Even though I'm employed by Gap INC., I haven't worked in almost a month.
It's true that I was out for 2 weeks with a doctors note, but since then I have been free and able and willing and excited to get back to work only to find I have 1 shift a week that they end up...
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So the boyfriend and I got back together a while ago.
I love him so much.
We're getting married.
It's true.

I need to stop having bad days like today.

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i got dumped by my boyfriend because i got a girlfriend.

what a fucking bummer.

so much for threesomes.

I work nonstop
blah blah blah.
my boyfriend is the coolest.
blah blah blah.

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I don't know what's going on.

I just got back from a family vacation to Disneyworld.
It was a blast.
Very strange.

Anyways.

I met a boy a few weeks ago via the internet.
Very lame.
We hung out last night.
I don't know what's going on.
I was fucking happy the entire 10 hours or so we were together.
Like not fake happy, real...
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I saw Aaron last night.
Big mistake.




I listened to my heart and not my head and all it got me was heartache.



well, I'm listening to my heart again.
I'm putting away 200 out of every paycheck.
I'm saving up
and I'm moving to kentucky and I mean it this time.
Even if I move alone.
I have a job I can transfer with....
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I can't sleep.
I'm bored.
I work with Shannon now.
It's so easy.
I've actually had a good time with her the past two days.
It seems like she's changed a lot now that she fell in love and he's finally coming to the states.
I'm happy for her.
She hit a parked car tonight.
The owner was walking out to it so we couldn't...
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So ummmm I'm moving to Palmdale.
Meh.
Moving in with Vic.
He's a nice doode.
2 bed 2 bath.
Hope it doesn't get weird.
Going with Shannon in a few to meet her boss lady.
She's trying to hook me up with a job.
She's a personal shopper and gets 300 bucks a day.
I haven't hung out with her in a few months.
We...
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I haven't talked to him in over a month.

My whole world feels like it is falling apart.

Last night I dreamt he moved here and told me he cared, but would kiss other girls behind my back.
I woke myself up so I wouldn't torture myself.
I woke up crying.
I'd fall back asleep and go right back to the dream where I left...
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way to say "i love you" to me.

now i don't know what to think.