thewintersoldier

so I posted some new pics, I met gingerpantz.... cool chick... she saw me at work... strange... I felt bad cuz I only got to take my 10. I have been playing guitar and video games a lot. I bought the new england metal and hardcore fest dvd... it sucked... hardcore is turning to shit. I am really getting into bluegrass... sad... oh fucking well......
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things are great, job where I do nothing, I got to go home this weekend and see some folks, though i went to my friend's shotgun wedding and found it fucking repulsively depressing, and far too conservative christian, and oppressive rather than a loving and welcoming environment... I wanna buy a fiddle... I love old crow medicine show... I want a date.

well, I believe the relationship was short lived... she is demanding sex.. a guy backed into my car last night pretty hard but luckily there was no damage to my car and only a scratch on his and the accident was totally his fault so I told him not to worry about it. but I got shit from my roommates about not hving insurance or...
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I GOT A NEW JOB today, and as soon as I got home quit my other filthy fucking repulsive job... I am ecstatic, the world is beautiful! All of you should come over for a party! hahah

follow up, next night, second date, a few drinks, hanging out with her friends who came to know me as "bourbon, the funniest mother fucker EVER" hahah. and her and I proceeded to her room for a late night romp of fun hahah. tired today, I hate having adult responsibilities like a JOB.... supposed to see her again tonight... hope it goes well... well, fuck...
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I had a date tonight! it went awesome! we watched "a goofy movie" and talked forever... and I even got a great goodnight makeout session on her bed, and on her stairs, and in her doorway, and against the door of my car! She is cute... it was fun... hope she calls me... hahah I am such a wuss.

latest updates, friend from home visiting, the only girl I have sort of hit on when I was sober in months found me on myspace and told me she thinks I am adorable... it's good to be liked, I was starting to really miss it. ummm... work has been more fun lately

...fucking mudbloods...

I have seen God, I have read God's supposed word, and it is printed with hypocrisy and contradiction, bigotry and hatred, innocent blood and unnecessary death, yer god is a sinner, your god sets the example for what we are supposedly forgiven for, blame your god for original sin, blame your god for your ceaseless lack of self-satisfaction. Your god that provides so weel for...
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Thanks for tuning in kids, the update on your mild-mannered not so superhero is I had a great practice last night, finished a song I have been writing for like a week and it went in a totally different direction than I had planned but it was fucking great.... sooooooooooooooooooooooo good. Definately the mix I had intended for the band overall but not expected with...
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Wednesday night... 10:41... almost done beating onimusha 3, dorkdom... sad... lonely, bored, had a GREAt band practice tonight, wrote a new ending to a song that will cave in skulls and sending children flmaing into the embrace of hell itself... in simpler terms, it's fucking good. Had some laughs with my friends after visiting one extremely ghetto gas station. I miss being held... someone love...
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