thewineguy

Hello, Im me, but who the hell are you?

For whatever reason, I have spent my whole life walking around being myself. There was just something inside of me that didnt want me to change or bend to try and fit in. Sure in elementary school and junior high I gave it a whirl. I would get some kind of trendy shoe or haircut but I could not commit to the part. By the time I hit High School I was done with all that, I have come to learn that most people just can not bring themselves to just be them. At least not all the time. Oh sure when the lights are off and they are home all alone they can be themselves or maybe with their best friend or lover. But on the day to day they walk around being someone else which makes me confusing to them and visa versa. I get really tired of both having to repeat that Im being serious and I get tired of people complaining about how i dont believe what they say to me. Im sorry to inform you but my bs. detector is very powerful and when someone starts to spew caca in my general direction I just kind of nod or call them on it.

We only get one life to live, and for some that me be an argument to be as many people as they can be, but Im sorry you are who you are. Accept it and own it. Stop trying to be some fictional perfect person. Youre all fucked up, but you will be less fucked up once you admit it, and just be the warped person that your parents, your enviroment, and your own little chemistry has formed you into. Then you can relax and enjoy life. Yes you will scare a lot of people, you will also make people jealous, but there will be people like me, who will find you to be a breath of fresh air.