thevampdoyal

ENLIGHTENMENT (LIKE A BULLET)

You walked away
So Godamn easily
Like it was nothing
Well, maybe not to you
No surprise Im afraid
Im always the one
Always the only one
That meant a word said
That didnt walk away
I make my mistakes
But I make them honestly
Can you say the same?
I didnt think you could
I know you wont look back
But I hope that you do and see
What leaving me did to me
I have no pride left here
Just whats bleeding on my sleeve
That which you took from me
What I foolishly gave to you
Like every other time
Like all that I ever loved

Show me what you know so well
Teach my how to just walk away
To abandon and give up on everything
You make it look so easy to do
Maybe with a teacher like you
Ill finally learn what it must take
To just turn away, to walk away!

Can you show me how?
How to fall out of love?
Because its so obvious
That the other way around
For me, Ive never got it right
Can you tell me what it is?
That I am doing so damn wrong?
Explain it to me in a way
That I can see, so I can understand
Even if I admit every flaw
I know it wouldnt mean a thing
Because youre still gone away
You dont have anything for me
You feel nothing inside for me
But I know I was alone all along
I think I knew it all along
My God, I knew it all along

Show me what you know so well
Teach my how to just walk away
To abandon and give up on everything
You make it look so easy to do
Maybe with a teacher like you
Ill finally learn what it must take
To just turn away, to walk away!

Show me how to walk away!
Teach me how to forget everything!
Learn me your heartless abilities!
Enlighten me to be the nothing you are!

Enlighten me like a fucking bullet!