thevampdoyal

BROKEN WINGS

It seems, these wounds will never scar
No hope of healing with a honest smile
This heart of mine may as well be in my mouth
Because like a noose it chokes the life from me
To hell with positive, give me a bottle instead
To douse these flames buring me alive within
This pain has always been a constant for me
All "they" ever did was distract the ache
Right before they sunk their teeth to the bone!

My own lonliness makes me sick at myself
The weakness of finding happiness in a harlots touch
Even as empty as it is I can't fight the habit
I see "her" face, and "hers", and "hers", and "hers" too
My god how I fucking hate it so fucking much!
Fuck everything they ever gave me, and all they took
I will not forgive this, I will never reconcile
Selfish? Well look were selfless has gotten me!

I will never liberate from all my pain and hate
But I will be damned if I let "them" win
On wings of hatred and hurt I will set myself free!
I will sore with those angels that haunt me
So that I can break their pretty wings apart
And hold them close again as we plumit to hell
One more kiss from each before, as one, we die
Just one last kiss from them for our final goodbye