thevampdoyal

ALONE

ALONE!!

While I sit alone held only by the darkness surounding me
I find more out about myself, and just who I am
I focus on the pain, and the lonliness that consumes me
I realize that this is me, and who I will always be
I fought my fate, tried to be cold without any pain
But my eyes gave me away and my words lied for me
There is no hole I can crawl into, no mask I can wear
I will forever wear my very heart and soul on my sleeve
I can not hide form this, I can't even hide from myself
Every broken heart, every bruise, every cut to the bone
They will never heal, always bleed, I am walking dead

Insecure and all alone
Surrounded but still lonley
Friends aren't enough
Were is my inner will?


I dig my nails into my own flesh along my head
Grit my teeth as I curse everything and scream
I'm sick of fighting...I will give in and succumb to this
I swim with broken arms, tread on with broken legs
I question everything, you, her, and what I've become
Whos fault is it that I'm a shadow, yours? Mine?
Or did we work together to destroy me entirely?
You supplied the pain, I supplied the self doubt
Together we tourched my hope, burned my dreams
And ever since all I've done is fail and fall short
Of love, and everything that goes along with it
I'm so fucking numb and dumb,so just fuck it!


Insecure and all alone
Surrounded but still lonley
Friends aren't enough
Were is my inner will?

I AM DAMNED
TO ALWAYS CARE
MY HEAVY HEART
IS MY TOMB
I WILL FEEL FOREVER
THAT IS MY CURSE
YOU CAN'T KILL ME
I'M ALREADY DEAD
JOKE IS ON YOU
I LAUGH MYSELF TO DEATH

FIGHT FOREVER!