thevampdoyal

BLESSED ARE THE FORGETFUL

I stare long at my pitiful reflection
As I come to terms with what I must do
I must erase everything inside of me of you
This is not my dream, how I wanted it to be
But I know there is no other hope for me
I will set myself free, wash away your memory
I will forget your face, I will lose your name
I will deny that I ever even knew you
Someone speaks of you, I will ask "who?"
You won't even be a ghost to me anymore
You can't die, because you never lived
You did not vanish because you were never here
I was never abandoned because you never exsisted
This is the end, I will never eckowledge you again

In my perfect world you were never born
In this world you don't exsist in any form
In my world your face does not haunt me
The winds does not whisper your voice here
There is no sign to see to remind me of you
But I can not make this world of mine real
But I can pretend and so I eternally will
I will not regret this choice, no lament will I suffer
In my mind you are not even dead to me
Because in my head you never exsisted at all
I never even knew you, I never loved you
I never had you, held you, I never lost you
And without you, I would not have this pain
Now without you, just like you, I will watch it fade away