thevampdoyal

JUST BENEATH THE SKIN


Do you like it?
My smile, my face?
Are my words what you wanna hear?
My eyes what you wanna be lost in?
Do you find me beautiful in your way?
Do you see what I can't inside me?
Believe me...you don't wanna see...

Don't wanna see, wanna see, wanna see
See whats really inside me!

Just beneath the skin!
So much hate that I'll never release!
Just beneath the skin!
Memories I retrace for the sake of pain!
Just beneath the skin!
Pasts I relive for the sake of hate!
Just beneath the skin!
A selfish flesh hungry son of a bitch!
Just beneath the skin!
Tear back my flesh and see the sin!
Just beneath the fucking skin!!

Clarity is more than I can handle it seems
My pain is my home, hurt my comfort zone
Addicted to all the suffering I feed upon
I love it, I want it, it's who I truly am inside
I must except I know I will never escape
Every ray of the sun a lie, on borrowed time
Only a matter of time before I regress into myself
The depths of my soul stagnant and so dark
This is where I call home, darkness holding me
Damned by my own hand, I am what I am
I adore my suffering, In love with my disturbia
Fucked to the core, swim in my blood with me

Just beneath the skin!
So much hate that I'll never release!
Just beneath the skin!
Memories I retrace for the sake of pain!
Just beneath the skin!
Pasts I relive for the sake of hate!
Just beneath the skin!
A selfish flesh hungry son of a bitch!
Just beneath the skin!
Tear back my flesh and see the sin!
Just beneath the fucking skin!!

This is me!
Who I'm meant to be!
Happy yet suffering!
I'd only lose everything!
If I ever lost my suffering!

(It always with me...so I'm never alone)