theuberdork

I need to make a real entry for once.

but I don't really know what to write at the moment.

I need to get a job like yesterday. my spiffy little sun roof on my spiffy little 94 civic ex is all fuckered up.

it's not closing right and I have NO IDEA who to take it to to get it fixed... let alone if I could even attemt to fix it myself without cracking the glass. it dosen't seem to be closing straight however the driver side dosen't seem to be lifting up like it should and so now it's not opening right either... was working okay earlier... though there's this middle button that's supposed to make the back part of it just stick up (pop up) and that's never worked. yet still I have NO idea who to take it too...

I can't very well take it to the factory with all my aftermarket stuff... I don't think a mechanic would know whad to do... and an electrical person (such as myself) would tell you there's something mechanically wrong with it as well as electronically.

gah it never fails all the shit hits the fan at the same time and it seems to be par for the course for it happening when I'm out of work.


I've been so fucking lazy lately... I don't want to get up, I don't want to go find a god damn job. I don't want a fucking job I want to do something I enjoy and get paid to do it and be happy... the problem is I'm not really too terribly good at anything.

I think tomorrow I will update my resume, and possibly try and take out some frustration with trying to draw a little... well work on my "skills" y'know like bo-staff skills wtf that is so old why am I ? I don't know.


probably also take some aggression out on WOW but I'll probably only get more frustrated since my guild is kinda well not being very helpful anymore. they only seem to care about doing endgame instances, and getting level 60 (endgame) set pieces. I'm 40... and trying to get some time in the little PvP battlegrounds before I level and am defaulted into the next tier ... (thus making me the lowest man on the totem pole again). anyhow they don't want to help and anyone my own level... oh wait there isn't there's 35 or there's 45 and those are about my closest neighbors.


so 50% of the .0005% of people who read my journal on this site will not get that whole last paragraph. I apologize. baisically my group of friends in an online game are ignoring me and snubbing me.

we finished our D&D campaign today finally ... we were kinda forced through some portal and all of our metal gear was melted from us... thus my character is now naked save for a tabard of his deity and a cloack of resistance. being a cleric I really depended on the metal type stuff I think it's kind of really unfair that I, the person everyone else depends on to keep THEM alive, lost the most. it bothers me... but it dosen't matter since that campaign is over and probably won't be continued for a long long time; if at all.
* a note on the above paragraph: yes I am a dork, I never denied such accusations... christ why are you reading my journal in the first place if it's such a big deal... my "name" on here is theuberdork I mean come on piece it together if you think me being a dork is a bad thing.*


so this entry has gone on long enough, no one will read it fully through there are no picture just a bunch of text.... when this huge entry barely eve scratches the surface of a tiny portion of 1 day in my miniscule life.

there's so much MORE I could be writing about like ... how I miss katie (my ex), whom I actually got to see last saturday). how I think dusty will never talk to me again. and Stacie seems to be well busy all the time I have no idea what that means... probably I'm just being avoided. that's pretty typical.

I feel like I have no friends on here and that really makes me wonder why I stick around and shell out the money I don't have to it. hmmm

and thus shall I ponder till I lose consciousness on my bed... I mean sleep you melodramatic ass-hat. I'm just going to sleep.

goodnight.