update on the female situation follows...
well apparently now she dosen't even want to be fuck buddies...
but before I get into that we all hung out last night, I took her to her friends that were gathering... who I am becomming friends with... anyhow she snubbed me pretty much all night for her friend... *our* friend "jimmy" as soon as he showed up she...
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well apparently now she dosen't even want to be fuck buddies...
but before I get into that we all hung out last night, I took her to her friends that were gathering... who I am becomming friends with... anyhow she snubbed me pretty much all night for her friend... *our* friend "jimmy" as soon as he showed up she...
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sare:
wow im so sorry hun. hope everything works out. She dosen't seem like a very nice person tho 
vixen:
Awww.... that sucks!!! I'm so sorry...
lack of coments on my last entry make me wonder why I post more of my personal thoughts in here than in my livejournal or xanga.
it's like everyone I'm friends with dropped off the face of the earth....
one more friend and I'd have a full list of friends pictures for my friends... that'd be rad. it's a shame no one else has the...
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it's like everyone I'm friends with dropped off the face of the earth....
one more friend and I'd have a full list of friends pictures for my friends... that'd be rad. it's a shame no one else has the...
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sare:
well you do what you gotta do kiddo. just remember the one with the least amt of feelings involved has the most power. or something like that.
and it turns out the freaking out of last night was a false alarm..he called
and it turns out the freaking out of last night was a false alarm..he called
vixen:
Ha ha... you are so funny. I just got your testimonial! 
Thanks!
Thanks! Adobe Illustrator!!
okay so I know photoshop pretty well... but I recently aquired illustrator to try and make some vector art type stuff...
however I am not really sure exactly how to well do it... if anyone has a tutorial somewhere ... link meh please! or if you know how I would really appreciate some help...
thanks my fellow artists... yea I looked for stuff...
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okay so I know photoshop pretty well... but I recently aquired illustrator to try and make some vector art type stuff...
however I am not really sure exactly how to well do it... if anyone has a tutorial somewhere ... link meh please! or if you know how I would really appreciate some help...
thanks my fellow artists... yea I looked for stuff...
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I bet if I updated this with a bunch of pictures n' shit I'd get alot more comments...
oh well too fucking bad for you.
oh well too fucking bad for you.
sare:
sometimes pics help. sometimes they don't. My entry from the civic meet only got me 3 comments. meh. i did it more for myself anyways.
hmmm the Uber Dork is very confused by the girl.
the girl the uber dork is "seeing" and spent last night "snuggling" with... (yes we ACTUALLY did fall asleep in eachother's arms) well she had a picture of her ex boyfriend next to her bed.... her ex boyfriend that used to hit her, and cheat on her... and recently kicked her out of his car...
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the girl the uber dork is "seeing" and spent last night "snuggling" with... (yes we ACTUALLY did fall asleep in eachother's arms) well she had a picture of her ex boyfriend next to her bed.... her ex boyfriend that used to hit her, and cheat on her... and recently kicked her out of his car...
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odette:
i hope things with the girl are improving. i checked out petfinder.org
theyre the bestest
theyre the bestest
vixen:
Hee hee... the girls area always the confusing ones! It's alll good!
That is so funny that you said my glasses are the sex... someone else said that too! ha ha ha
It's alll good!
That is so funny that you said my glasses are the sex... someone else said that too! ha ha ha
theuberdork has no testimonials.
aww shucks and I was sooo close to getting 2 pages of comments on my last entry... that really made me happy... also alot of the responses were suicidegirls that I like and respect so that's always something to smile about right?
aww shucks and I was sooo close to getting 2 pages of comments on my last entry... that really made me happy... also alot of the responses were suicidegirls that I like and respect so that's always something to smile about right?
rae:
if you want to see me dance you can email me...im not that far... 
Hast du etwas Zeit fr mich
Dann singe ich ein Lied fr dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Denkst du vielleicht g'rad an mich
Singe ich ein Lied fr dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Und das sowas von sowas kommt
99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Hielt man fr Ufos aus dem All
Darum schickte ein General
'Ne Fliegerstaffel hinterher
Alarm zu...
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Dann singe ich ein Lied fr dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Denkst du vielleicht g'rad an mich
Singe ich ein Lied fr dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Und das sowas von sowas kommt
99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Hielt man fr Ufos aus dem All
Darum schickte ein General
'Ne Fliegerstaffel hinterher
Alarm zu...
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marge:
I sing that song every time I do kareoke. In english, of course. I fuck that song up, 7 Seconds, style.
And I've decided the solution for the tattoo is telling people who ask if it is a JOJ cover that no, JOJ actually got the cover idea from my tattoo. Hah. I've also decided that I need more lying in my diet.
And I've decided the solution for the tattoo is telling people who ask if it is a JOJ cover that no, JOJ actually got the cover idea from my tattoo. Hah. I've also decided that I need more lying in my diet.
viola:
The Mountain Goats is singer-songwriter-ish I guess. It is basically a dude and his acoustic guitar. He started out being really really lo-fi (like, recording into a boombox). Now they actually have professional production and crap.
A good introductory old song is Cubs in Five. A good newer one (perhaps his best) is No Children. And yes. Rock out.
A good introductory old song is Cubs in Five. A good newer one (perhaps his best) is No Children. And yes. Rock out.
so I don't even know if we're dating anymore... after along HARD HORRENDOUS day at work... I come home to a message my mom wrote "sarah called said she got a ride home, not to worry etc. and to call jimmy if I wanted to get a hold of her... well I don't have jimmy's phone # but after searching my archived old electronic organizer...
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theuberdork:
oh an I told her about suicide girls and she wants to be a model for it now...
I told her she wouldn't make it. she's not like the girls on here... she's different yea... she's alt yea goth even...
I pointed out that the main idea of appeal on here is tatoos and piercings...
she mentioned she wants to get her ears pierced a 2nd time in each so 2 piercings in each ear...
the thing is she's too
shit to even go into a tatoo/piercing parlor like I suggested she wants the stupid tiny little gun in the mall. and I explained how it's not really safe or clean and that it dosen't hurt at a piercing parlor and you get the experiance you should if you are really into piercings and stuff....
at which point she declared she's afraid of needles and told me a story about when she was a kid getting her ears pierced.
well I don't like needles either and I started to say how I had pretty much complete stranger hold my hand when I got mine but it turned out to not even hurt a bit. but then she dosen't listen to me I have no fucking clue what I'm talking about with 00g plugs in my ears... which is more than I can say for her teeny little 18-16 gauge nubs she wears.
I just want to roll over and die right now.
I told her she wouldn't make it. she's not like the girls on here... she's different yea... she's alt yea goth even...
I pointed out that the main idea of appeal on here is tatoos and piercings...
she mentioned she wants to get her ears pierced a 2nd time in each so 2 piercings in each ear...
the thing is she's too
shit to even go into a tatoo/piercing parlor like I suggested she wants the stupid tiny little gun in the mall. and I explained how it's not really safe or clean and that it dosen't hurt at a piercing parlor and you get the experiance you should if you are really into piercings and stuff....
at which point she declared she's afraid of needles and told me a story about when she was a kid getting her ears pierced.
well I don't like needles either and I started to say how I had pretty much complete stranger hold my hand when I got mine but it turned out to not even hurt a bit. but then she dosen't listen to me I have no fucking clue what I'm talking about with 00g plugs in my ears... which is more than I can say for her teeny little 18-16 gauge nubs she wears.
I just want to roll over and die right now.
sare:
aw wow im so sorry! i know you don't really know me that well, but my heart goes out to you...
I've heard so many shitty excuses for breaking up..makes me sick. Is it really that hard for someone to be decent enough to come straight out with it?! gar.
Well hopefully everything works out for you.You seem like a nice guy, you'll find a nice girl that won't play games 24/7.
I've heard so many shitty excuses for breaking up..makes me sick. Is it really that hard for someone to be decent enough to come straight out with it?! gar.
Well hopefully everything works out for you.You seem like a nice guy, you'll find a nice girl that won't play games 24/7.
kind of in a deer caught in the headlights mood (oh boy cliches!! so much fun). basically the girl I'm dating or I dunno she all of a sudden decided to kick it up a notch... but the thing is ...she didn't think so less than a day ago. things are moving fast... even for me....
so that is kinda scary... first she dosen't want...
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tekky:
is this the girl you used to write about in your journal?
conxuela:
ooh, thats bad news.
any girl that doesnt want to take the pill (or some other form of contraception) should NOT be having sex with somebody who doesnt lke condoms. or anyone at all, really.
boy, you guys are setting yourselves up fro some problems if you're not careful (and by "careful" i mean just fucking give in to protection for SOMEBODYS sake).
any girl that doesnt want to take the pill (or some other form of contraception) should NOT be having sex with somebody who doesnt lke condoms. or anyone at all, really.
boy, you guys are setting yourselves up fro some problems if you're not careful (and by "careful" i mean just fucking give in to protection for SOMEBODYS sake).
funny how when I mak an entry of any actual depth and thought no one cares to respond.... but when it has to do with absolutely nothing terribly important everyone has a goddamn opinion...?
in other news I want to put some more pictures up of me... the problem is I don't like to resize them to friggin' tiny so I can upload them to...
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in other news I want to put some more pictures up of me... the problem is I don't like to resize them to friggin' tiny so I can upload them to...
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vixen:
life is funny huh?
stormy:
the harder i try to do what? im confused
huzzah! you fucks are jealous!!
the dryspell? IS OFFICIALLY OVER... well if not over it resets officially...
oh and in related news my new car (1994 honda civic EX coupe... new to me since december) has been christened....
yea I'mma brag I think I just had some of the best love er sex... I've ever had... I just hope it gets better from here (not...
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the dryspell? IS OFFICIALLY OVER... well if not over it resets officially...
oh and in related news my new car (1994 honda civic EX coupe... new to me since december) has been christened....
yea I'mma brag I think I just had some of the best love er sex... I've ever had... I just hope it gets better from here (not...
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theuberdork:
oops I forgot to answer my questions!! how lame of me.
bed is nice an comfy for love...
for just having at it I guess it really dosen't matter a hotel ? lol
well last night was pretty amazing... started out "hey lets just take this slow be friends etc..." okay fine by me. go eat I pick up the tab. (this upset her) we go to the movie... I pick up the price this also makes her mad. anyhow we get in and are pretty awkward... she says if you want to hold my hand you can cause this is just kinda awkward... I agreed and did so and it progressed from there... (the little soft caresses etc) to holding eachother close and tight watching Sin City (again for me) it was nice feeling that loved though. kisses came about we were the last people in the theatre and well we have a problem I think we start kissing and for some reason we don't want to stop... but I realized this would not be a very good thing if we were caught... so out to the car kiss more... this would be a worse place to get caught cause I know security rolls around and they're all pretty much pizza faced loners with no lives.
we drive to her street find a nice dark place start making out again and before I know it "I can't find the button to your pants" oh my.
won't get into the details but like I said my dry spell was over and I was euphoric.
bed is nice an comfy for love...
for just having at it I guess it really dosen't matter a hotel ? lol
well last night was pretty amazing... started out "hey lets just take this slow be friends etc..." okay fine by me. go eat I pick up the tab. (this upset her) we go to the movie... I pick up the price this also makes her mad. anyhow we get in and are pretty awkward... she says if you want to hold my hand you can cause this is just kinda awkward... I agreed and did so and it progressed from there... (the little soft caresses etc) to holding eachother close and tight watching Sin City (again for me) it was nice feeling that loved though. kisses came about we were the last people in the theatre and well we have a problem I think we start kissing and for some reason we don't want to stop... but I realized this would not be a very good thing if we were caught... so out to the car kiss more... this would be a worse place to get caught cause I know security rolls around and they're all pretty much pizza faced loners with no lives.
we drive to her street find a nice dark place start making out again and before I know it "I can't find the button to your pants" oh my.
won't get into the details but like I said my dry spell was over and I was euphoric.
sare:
haha awesome! yeah for dry-spells being over!!
and yeah for the Civic gettin some lovin!
Sare
oh and:
bed(how unoriginal of me)
car
1st time with someone diff. is always amazing-everyone is always really good at something else...i like finding out what that is.
and yeah for the Civic gettin some lovin!
Sare
oh and:
bed(how unoriginal of me)
car
1st time with someone diff. is always amazing-everyone is always really good at something else...i like finding out what that is.
okay fine... so I downloaded the trial of webcam32 ... and looked for a crack/serial on astalavista and couldn't come up with anything that would work... except an old version for the old version of webcam32 which I couldn't find anywhere... so in 10 days what I guess I'll have to re-install it or set my date back or something? I doubt it'll be worth...
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andi:
haha i was kinda bored on cam the other night.. meh oh well