The day is full of ups and downs. Good hours bad hours. I live all over the place and from a backpack. Wife keeps leaving me, divorcing me, trying to get me to divorce her etc. Why can't I let her go? It's so obvious that she's over me. Why can't I just let her go? I love her...that's why. Plain and simple. And I think that she loves me too. Otherwise she would have already left me. I think. My head burned all day today. Work is impossible at times thinking of what is in store for me when work is over. I want my life back.