thetrooper

Saw that gap again today ,
while you were beggin' me to stay,
take care not to make me enter,
if i do we both may disappear.

I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're pushing and shoving me.
You're pushing me and shoving me.
You still love me, still love me,
pushit on me, pushit on me

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Better take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But you're pushing me, shoving me.
You still love me, still love me
pushit on me, pushit on me.
You're pushing me and shoving me.

Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
alive when you're shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
for just a little
piece of miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind.

Pushit on me, You're pushing,
and shoving,
and scrambling,
keep my feet back on the ground!

Put me somewhere I don't wanna beee.

Seeing someplace I don't wanna seeee.

Never wanna see that place agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain.

Saw that gap again today
while you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
and you, as well, my dear.

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I staaaay,
you minimize my movement anywaaaay,
I must persuade you another waaaaaaaaay.

pushing, shoving,
pushing, shoving,
pushing me
There's no love in feaaaaaaaar!

Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Yeah. Remember I will always love you,
as I claw your fucking throat away.
It will end no other way.


GOD DAM-IT YOU STILL LOVE ME!

i hate this fucking shit. i hate me. i hate how i am blind to life