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so i just got back from hollister and my truck is fucked! my cv joints are fucking gone, it's over heating and my air locker wont work! must i say i want to die? and the worst thing is "she" didn't come with me.
(she fucking plays with me, i hate it). but anyway i still drank and had a good time with "the guys" tho. so all is good there. i'm working hella and have a huge cheek coming soon. so all and all i guess i'll live. but i can't help and think, why am i so unhappy? i know why. i don't have girl, a girl too be there for me, a girl who knows me. i did but she killed that and left me here. she walked away, and calls me an asshole for asking her too be with me in my time of need. if she need me, i would have been there in a sec. i was there for her thought everything. NEVER once truned my back on her like all the rest. but, i really don't know if i miss her or just plane old love. there is a girl, but i don't think she wants that so it just makes me unhappy. i want to love, i need to give it. i don't want one night stands. they are bull shit and leave you empty. but i'm empty now, so whatever (thats a great face)
i don't know what i need, but i sure know what i want. music, friends, love, and a NEW FUCKING TRUCK......did i say love
want to love a girl.... just like i used too
i feel so dirty right now 10/14/05 1:38am
"Relax, turn around and take my hand." please
so i just got back from hollister and my truck is fucked! my cv joints are fucking gone, it's over heating and my air locker wont work! must i say i want to die? and the worst thing is "she" didn't come with me.
(she fucking plays with me, i hate it). but anyway i still drank and had a good time with "the guys" tho. so all is good there. i'm working hella and have a huge cheek coming soon. so all and all i guess i'll live. but i can't help and think, why am i so unhappy? i know why. i don't have girl, a girl too be there for me, a girl who knows me. i did but she killed that and left me here. she walked away, and calls me an asshole for asking her too be with me in my time of need. if she need me, i would have been there in a sec. i was there for her thought everything. NEVER once truned my back on her like all the rest. but, i really don't know if i miss her or just plane old love. there is a girl, but i don't think she wants that so it just makes me unhappy. i want to love, i need to give it. i don't want one night stands. they are bull shit and leave you empty. but i'm empty now, so whatever (thats a great face)
i don't know what i need, but i sure know what i want. music, friends, love, and a NEW FUCKING TRUCK......did i say love
want to love a girl.... just like i used too
i feel so dirty right now 10/14/05 1:38am
"Relax, turn around and take my hand." please
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Ill call you when Im at the store.
Im ok. kind of.
oh, and dont forget that I still love you.