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hello again and welcome to....my blog. You know what would be really cool if we could have music in our journals that would be something.

Did some shoppping yesterday and got some shirts. I also went and saw the brothers grimm. I didn't think it was that bad at all. Then went home called some other friends up. We drank a little and played video...
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caligula_odm:
yo muccinator...hows it goin bud?
greathands:
Hope your week went as well as the weekend. Our moods can change at a moments notice based on what we think and what our energy level is at. The next time you feel a little down... scream as loud as you can about what you want to accomplish or a possitive direction you want to go and see how you feel... do this several times and it will change how you feel a lot. I learned this technique from a motivational conference I attended last summer...

Hope this helps... have a nice one...
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You guys rock thats all I can say love I never in my wildist dreams would have imagined the outpouring of support and concern that I got. You guys really know how to make a guy stand back and say "hey maybe I am doing something right"

I did have to stay at the hospital for a little while (last night and all of today) It...
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awryx:
aw... u seem to be having bad luck. but good luck will follow. and remember, a date can be soo expensive but c'mon, it's about having fun and the connection. that can be free. i mean i know, because i care about these things, and not about the whole money thing.

sorry all of this is happening, but i believe in u.
i will be hoping for u. so be well.... and stay positive.

loves from me. and ill talk to you sometimes.
take care biggrin

ps: im having a nice time in chicago.
cap:
Go out and get revenge on life. Have the attitude that Life has something you want and you are gonna rob it blind. And god forbid anyone or anything gets in the way of you taking everything from that selfish greedy bastard called life. tongue
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I may have to take a slight vacation this week to the hospital due to the fact that I'm a danger to myself. Right now I'm just sitting here all alone with my cat I have to go and shower then pack up and stay at my parents house overnight because I honetly can't trust myself here anymore. I'm emotionally drained and quite honetly think...
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greathands:
You are welcome. Have a great night
cap:
I was kind? I was going for heartless.

PS did you get my Email?
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Mucci is sad this week. frown
cap:
??? shocked

What's up? Spill it? You can't be sad fro a whole week. You could strain something. frown
cap:
You think your sad? blackeyed
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This update is stricly directed at one person. Hopefully he reads it with an open mind and just takes it for what its worth.

I'm sorry

there I said it. Usually I never apologize but I went ahead and said it I know I was a dick...the fact is the person that was involved dosent even talk to me anymore and quite honestly I don't...
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muse25:
awwwww T, your a sweet guy. Misunderstandings are a part of life. Its the people that learn to get over it that have a happier life love
cap:
what she said. Forgivness sounds easy cuz but it's really hard to do. You have to willing let go of the pain and hurt. People hold very tightly to their pain and are scared to let go of it. They feel they are less without it somehow. They were wronged they deserve to feel how they do. Do me a favor, forgive someone completly. You'll grow from it.

"Forgiveness is the ultimate sacrafise" SOD

PS Sending you an email.
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so I'm here I"m updating and I"m a bad mother "shut yo mouth" oops.

work scares me...everyday they talk about firing people yet everyday it seems we get more people so I dont know who the hell is in charge of personel but they need to get the numbers stright.

I was passed over to be a load officer becase of my stooopid panic attacks..they...
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muse25:
I saw her set....she is hawt love

I think its really funny that you told that guy to go fuck himself lol...he was prob shocked...and like "honey....the telemarker just told me to go fuck myself"....."thats nice dear."

you rock.

I hoe you get that raido fixed....car sales men make me nervous..... ARRR!!!
caligula_odm:
hey muccinator! hows it goin bud!

im around, just been busy.

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So yesterday I found out that a very good friend of mine was wounded in Iraq about 3 months ago. It sucks becuase I had no idea and I would have sent him mad stuff even if it meant me being out a couple of bucks. He was really close to me in 29 stumps. I still feel really guilty whenever someone from there gets...
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muse25:
Im sorry about your friend frown and your dads pain frown

but Im glad you got a new car and have a crush! Those sound like fun! I think you should be careful about asking a co-worker out though...it could get awkward. See how the flirting goes for a while and be open to signals that she is ready for you to ask her out.

Thats all I have lol....bye for now T love
awryx:
i feel sick these days.
hope ur well.
LA was nice btw smile
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update to come tomorrow sometime..right now I got a bad case of guilt and a splitting headache. Someone very close to me was wounded in Iraq I just found out and I didnt know....I think I'll go have anohter drink. frown skull
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callisto:
thank you for your comments.. it means alot to me even if i don't always reply to people it doesn't mean i don't read and appreciate smile and yes thats one of my pieces i'm wearing smile
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Had a good weekend so far...I get tomorrow off because RI still celebrates VJ day (thats victory over japan day for those that dont know) of course its not paid but eh free day off. I just came home from the market and I found out I lost my sunglasses...well misplaced....I'm saddended by this. frown

So what did I do this weekend...I waited for a bunch...
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caligula_odm:
hey phat cat! win at foxwoods?
caligula_odm:
computer problems = meltdown. other than that everythings cool...like fonzie.

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