thetotalm

Been a pretty good week so far. I updated my resume. Emotion wise I think I isolated one of the main things that has been bothering me. I think one fo the things is that I'm just plain lonely. Yea I have my parents to talk to, but other then them, I really don't have any one to talk to or go out with. I don't really like going out by myself, I don't know if its a fear or intimation or what but I just don't really like it...I like grops or one on one dates. For all the money I poured into those online dating sites they got me jack shit. Waste of money.

I want someone thats goning to be a lover a firned and somene I can just sit at hoem with and cook dinner for. I don't think thats too much to ask. jUst someone to spend time with. It's just so hard to find women in general. I'm not going to kid myself and say I'm perfect I defanily have flaws but I don't think that should hold me back from dating. I wish I could find somoene that understood all this.

So any advice you guys have would be apprecited. (or single frineds) or if any of you feel the same way and if so how do you deal with it. I can honelly say I havne'y been in any sory of relationhip for 2 years now so that could also be a facotr as well I really don't know. But I feel a little better knowing that this may be one ef the things thats been bothering me.

-T