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OK folkks so here's the low down...

I got a second interivew with the GM of herb Chambers on Friday...I"ll find out that day if I got the job...christ I'm already nervous. But excited and happy at the same time.

My mother got "downsized" today...shes been at her company for 10 years. Yea so money house mortgae the weright of the world came down and landed right there on my skull.....Needleess to say I have a headache.

I went for my brain evalutation today...I have an MRI scheduled for SAT and then I have to get an EEG on my brain as well....hopefully they can make me smarter too "oh if I had a brain...."

Oh shit I jsut got a nosebleed...hang on......
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I think I finally found out what's my big hold out as far as meeting people etc. Relaxiont...I never naturally relax...ever. I always have things on my mond....I'm going to see if I can get a RX for tranqs. Maybe then I'll act less uptight..its been commented on more than once ..in fact my sendai commented on it again tonigt after class that I'm too tight during the workouts. And I think its been a big red flag to women as well when the do meet me in person...apprently its readable on me a mile away..I would ask muse25 to confirm this since shes met me in person.

OK thas it kiddos I'm beat and my head is pretty nasty....I'll talk to you all in the

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