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Monday Jan 31, 2005

Jan 31, 2005
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For those of you who asked one reason I posted all of that was to explain to someone why I have PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) they found slightyly unbeilvable that I could have this condition since i never saw combat. But when you see 6 people you know die that almost put you over the age and are clinically diagonosed.....so yea.


On to happier stuff.
Well I go for the fist step of my job rehabilation services tomorrow. Basically i just have to fill out an application and then they just try to help me find a job with the skills I have. Or train me in somthing else. I'm actually a little nervous going back into the working world.

The gym has been going good. The first few times I went I tired training like I used to....bad idea I was sore for days. Now I'm on a nice schedule that allows me to train and not be sore. I just feel so wimpy with the weight I'm doing. blackeyed

Other than that not much to report. How was all your days today.

Question of the day: Name 5 songs that you've recently listened to and like that are fairly new (im bored with mine biggrin )

Radom Fact: I don't know about you guys but I hated high school. Coudlnt wait to get out. But you know what, my 5 year reunion is next year and I really want to go and enjoy myslef. So hopefully I can make that happen.
shmidol:
I do have them in a jar!!! blush I know it's gross...I just can't get over it. You see...the only thing I had to go on was my sister's bad gallbladder (her stones were super tiny) and a friend's mom' were like the size of...I dunno....maybe half a tic tac? Like a lot of little red hot size thingys. But mine. Oh my. I can hardly take it. One of my stones is the size of a peach pit. Then several that are medium size...then lots of littles. It is definitely a conversation piece. eeek
Jan 31, 2005
muse25:
I know this isnt new....but Im addicted to Papa dont Preach by kelly Osbourn.....if I were to sing kareoke...that would be my jingle

I also like Are you gonna be My gurl by jet...it makes me do a lil happy dance biggrin

and Celebirty By Hole gets my toes-a-tappin...lol (how korny am I)

But those songs arnt new either...so I guess Im being defiant lol....

do I get spanked now?

wink
Feb 1, 2005

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