I'm in a venting mood today so bare with me foks.
No work again. WTF its only a tiny bit of snow.
my head hurts again....allot...I feel like a damn drug addict taking all these pills.
No disrespect to the guy that got him some but why can't I even get one date and other out there can get a damn 3some....is something seriously that wrong with me...I know I have PTSD but jesus it dosent rule my life. Its probally been almost a year and half since I had a date let alone got laid.
At 22 I have to care take my father which I know sounds selffish of me to bitch about but sometimes its a real burden. Plus on top of that keep him from splittling up with my mother and vice versa every day.
I have a sister who is gettign married in october and probally becuae she is so inept and so just out and out mean to her bf will be divorced by christmas.
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Sorry to whine so much everyone I know it seems liek thats all I do on this thing but this is really my only outlet. I try to stay postive in the "real world" and not let anything or anybody know how anygry or upset I am.
On a plus note I've added a new SG to my list.....she is trruly breathtaking and hopefully she writes in her journal.
Thanks for letting me vernt all....sorry to waste your time by reading this.
Question of the day: Do you like seafood (I've found this to be a real good question)
Ransom Fact: I can't stand almost all domestic commercal beers. Sam adams and is about the only one I drink. Other than that its micro brews and foreign beers mostly lagers that I drink...Hopfefully this donset make me look stuffy...what do you think.
No work again. WTF its only a tiny bit of snow.
my head hurts again....allot...I feel like a damn drug addict taking all these pills.
No disrespect to the guy that got him some but why can't I even get one date and other out there can get a damn 3some....is something seriously that wrong with me...I know I have PTSD but jesus it dosent rule my life. Its probally been almost a year and half since I had a date let alone got laid.
At 22 I have to care take my father which I know sounds selffish of me to bitch about but sometimes its a real burden. Plus on top of that keep him from splittling up with my mother and vice versa every day.
I have a sister who is gettign married in october and probally becuae she is so inept and so just out and out mean to her bf will be divorced by christmas.
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Sorry to whine so much everyone I know it seems liek thats all I do on this thing but this is really my only outlet. I try to stay postive in the "real world" and not let anything or anybody know how anygry or upset I am.
On a plus note I've added a new SG to my list.....she is trruly breathtaking and hopefully she writes in her journal.
Thanks for letting me vernt all....sorry to waste your time by reading this.
Question of the day: Do you like seafood (I've found this to be a real good question)
Ransom Fact: I can't stand almost all domestic commercal beers. Sam adams and is about the only one I drink. Other than that its micro brews and foreign beers mostly lagers that I drink...Hopfefully this donset make me look stuffy...what do you think.
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The puppy is doing well. He's at puppy camp learning how to behave at the moment. I get him back on Friday.
And damn I've been gone awhile because I was finished with the diningroom and then moved onto the livingroom and had it all done before Thanksgiving.
yeah i went to work today but so many people had to leave early because their kids got out of school early...
it really was only a little bit of snow...
im sorry that you are frustrated, but its okay to vent--thats one of the great things about online journalling..
i personally found 22 to be a very difficult age...i wonder if its a trend???
who is the new SG that you are drooling over?
LEL